"Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough, And things go wrong no matter what I do, Now and then it seems that life is just too much, But you've got the love I need to see me through..."

 It was getting more and more difficult for her to get up in the morning. The mornings were more than just dark. Thunder storms, whirlwind, heavy rain. Nothing like winters she experienced before. She also finished reading Chuck Palahniuk and so many quotes stayed in her head: "You gain power by pretending to be weak. By contrast you make people feel so strong. You save people by letting them save you"...

Bylo pro ni čím dál tím víc těžší ráno vstát. Rána v Holandsku nebyla jen o tmě. Bouřky s blesky, vichřice, provazy deště. Nedalo se to srovnat s žádnou zimou, kterou zažila. Taky konečně dočetla Chucka Palahniuka a spoustu úryvků z knihy ji zůstalo v hlavě: "You gain power by pretending to be weak. By contrast you make people feel so strong. You save people by letting them save you"...